November 5, 2008

To My Blog, With Love...

Having believed that I had nothing to write, for too long, I got pissed with myself and my reluctance to try. Getting back, it now feels almost impossible to give up blogging! I love it.


I thought I could be happy, and stay

Cut off from you; oh! Far away

Remember making up my mind, not to fail;

Of never giving up my nerve, come what may.


I believed I would live content, though I always felt

A sting, an urgency to fly back to you

That I always camouflaged, under the colors 

Of the bright, mean Everyday…


Yes, I kept myself unbroken, and tried 

Even harder to overcome, flashes and streaks

Of love that, escaped to the dark, mysterious land 

Of no-one… to the world around; but I wouldn’t care.


Reality could not break me down, despite all

Loneliness and melancholy; I had

No time to help myself, or kill 

The boredom, gloom and the loss of joy.


I deep inside knew, you were my only key

To pride and bliss; to love and life,

But I would rather hurt myself, and torture, 

Than lose against one and suffer an ego-death.


You see, you won, sooner or later

I have indeed rebound; strange, you seem helpless 

To hurt; powerless to wound; I could never 

Have known, you were always there in me.


I wouldn’t dream of being there again,

Bad it was that we had to be apart, now I know

It feels crazy and mad to stay away 

From something that you so madly love… 



 

6 comments:

Vinay said...

yep its an addiction

AsnA SaleeM said...

Man, dt ws an amazng one! I sumhow felt u wrote down wht evn I wntd 2 write, :)
I loved it...

P.S: And d orgnl post is wht I posted on my blog[Carry me in ur arms]

Priyanka Tadipatri said...

@ Vinay: Does this comment have something to do, with your dislike for 'posts-without-comments'; i hope not! ;-)

@ Asna: Thanks for peeping in. I am glad i wrote something, you could relate to. :-)

(¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...

ahh... beautiful :-)

homer womer said...

love happens i know
ur feelings have a seamless flow
u shall glow glow glow

Vinay said...

no..not really..Jus that if i took the pain to read somethin, a comment is just a click away. So thats the rule. I dont read if i won't comment